It’s a somewhat uncomfortable feeling tbh, like being pulled towards something. Physically, it’s slightly achy and stiff with the feeling of my heartbeat all over like a race is about to start. Emotionally, it depends. With someone I care about and who cares about me, it’s almost like because they’re accepting me in a state that I usually try to hide, there’s this almost sugary feeling of excitement. With someone casual, there’s a feeling of relief. Sustained arousal after the initial portion feels stiff, less intense, and kinda fleeting… but it’s also easy to get overwhelmed.
How does your thinking change and what do you feel emotionally?
How does yours?
To me it is close to how flow feels, when you are doing something and your focus is good and distractions fade away.
It’s a somewhat uncomfortable feeling tbh, like being pulled towards something. Physically, it’s slightly achy and stiff with the feeling of my heartbeat all over like a race is about to start. Emotionally, it depends. With someone I care about and who cares about me, it’s almost like because they’re accepting me in a state that I usually try to hide, there’s this almost sugary feeling of excitement. With someone casual, there’s a feeling of relief. Sustained arousal after the initial portion feels stiff, less intense, and kinda fleeting… but it’s also easy to get overwhelmed.
Edit: does any of that relate?