It’s a somewhat uncomfortable feeling tbh, like being pulled towards something. Physically, it’s slightly achy and stiff with the feeling of my heartbeat all over like a race is about to start. Emotionally, it depends. With someone I care about and who cares about me, it’s almost like because they’re accepting me in a state that I usually try to hide, there’s this almost sugary feeling of excitement. With someone casual, there’s a feeling of relief. Sustained arousal after the initial portion feels stiff, less intense, and kinda fleeting… but it’s also easy to get overwhelmed.

Edit: does any of that relate?