You’d have to have an incredibly meager sense of self, and frankly not be great at communicating, if you think a maybe is a yes.

If you need a yes then you can say “I’m sorry, but I’d like more certainty” and bounce or “yeah, cool” and see where it goes.

All of the stuff you wrote says to me “I need therapy very badly and I can’t communicate”.

No one owes anyone else anything.