The reason it’s not is because this type of stuff has been happening for years now and each year was cleared when I visited. Now I don’t got the money. So not worth wasting the money.

Ohhh so now it’s psychosis. Yeah no I’ve been cleared for that. Also yeah this is like 8-10 crazy compared to my life. They hear and witness everything in person. My partners, friends even family.

Very likely yeah I mean that’s how I pushed myself to 40 reps every 20 seconds. Before I could only do about 25 to 30 reps every 20 seconds. And that was painful

I’ve already told her everything I posted here 💃🏼

I mean, she has said multiple times she’s awaiting the day that I realize I’m not normal.

Fun I think

I mean my hand is healed but that blister 🤷‍♂️

No one gave me any ideas. Why does everyone assume. Someone has to give you an idea. My body reacts very well to this.

Don’t even know if I have any I like. My parents didn’t do good on feeding me. This is the first time I’ve had anything like high quality meat in years.

What do you assume I’d let it control my life?

It’s not that lost touch with reality. It’s that I’m just different. I’ve always been very more animalistic. Like I actually make Cassowary sounds and more types of sound. Constantly.

I even have an Estrus literally. So while this post may seem crazy for others. The ancestral primal instincts I’m gaining. Truly I don’t think is that crazy. I just didn’t know I was this odd.

Well one irritation is when I first started this my body craved the meat itself and I was like deeply hard focused in on wanting to eat more meat.

Secondly. I get this very protective overwhelming anger when for example my wife talks about her abusive mom. That doesn’t feel like anything from mania as I’ve experienced that before but almost an animalistic sadistic anger. That is cold and controlled but the moment you are released it’s beyond anything you’d expect in a human.

Mania when I felt it was this overwhelming heat, unbearable, like every single thing sets you off. Hard to control. This is nothing like that.

This is nothing like Mania. No.

Is it stupid to ask what you experienced?

Yeah I only had a blister on my middle finger. Everything else came back perfectly fine. I’m not saying that alone did it but I wouldn’t be surprised if it had some effect

None. Just threw this together and my findings just matched ancestral traits. (Basically non civilized traits, tho tbh I’ve always matched those just this really kick started it)

But aren’t these changes already happening? I mean from everything that I’ve typed and experienced. It seems like the changes happened really rapidly maybe not fully developed but yeah.

I thought these effects where honest fantastic great is an understatement.

Oh, I see what you mean with the vegan stuff. It’s stupid because The benefits that I’ve mentioned are like extremely beneficial to me like I haven’t felt this good in the very long time.

Also, to be fair, I’ve grown up around dogs, so my mental state is a lot more primal than most people. so the meat may affect me a lot differently. To me, I just thought this was normal like the ancestral animalistic traits.

Though I’m guessing from the reactions, I am a very odd outlier.

I also had a second question would what I said be good why would it be anti carnivore hogwash? Wouldn’t someone want these effects?

Honestly, most of my stuff is coherent. You guys just don’t assume so because it’s so far-fetched to you. Also, it’s not exaggeration. It’s just specifically what I experienced.

I don’t need to. I can assure you that. This is not bipolar. The effects mentioned here. How they show up in bipolar are very different and more debilitating.

Yeah I know it’s curable but you can manage certain symptoms. I learned to control symptoms so much it sense a second nature. I understand it’s likely you won’t believe anything I’m saying but that’s ok.