Absolute power corrupts absolutely. We can’t imagine what it’s like to be that obscenely wealthy. Logic would state that it works the other way too. They have very little concept of humanity in general. You and I would be the same if no one in the world could tell us “no”. It’s a form of psychosis, in my humble opinion.

My long term girlfriend cheated on me. It was bad, I’m going to let her move on and not go into details. I couldn’t sleep in the bed we shared for months. When i tried (after months) I kept waking up terrified because she wasn’t in bed and I didn’t know where she was. It didn’t take long to remember but most of the time I wouldn’t sleep for a few days after and I felt like I wanted to puke most of the time. Couldn’t eat either. Hit the bottle hard. It’s a bit better but I wouldn’t wish these feelings on my worst enemy.

…again.

All of it.

Currently seeing a counselor in my mid 30s to deal with some long undiagnosed issues. Go to the doctor folks.

So we’re just doing “early death” as a cause of death now?