

Yeah, they do have a forum where you may find better direct download links, but you need to sign up and sign-ups are locked and only unlock once a month or so.
They also have a torrent-specific site but that one also requires an account and is pretty much always locked from what I’ve seen.
I’m just a few days away from homelessness.
The past few years have been absolutely brutal, and only got significantly worse in recent months. I’m not even talking about the current political climate and all that.
Back in April, I had to have my dog, best friend, and foundation to my mental wellbeing put down as I helplessly watched his epilepsy get worse. His seizures got exponentially worse over the years and getting him a proper treatment to alleviate his symptoms, or even a simple diagnosis, has been an absolute nightmare. His seizures got so bad and so frequent that he ended up getting hurt. I could see the bone stick out of his elbow from the constant friction on the ground. I couldn’t even keep him safe, and in the end I had to make the call to just have him put down because I’d given up after countless attempts to try and get him the care he needed.
The most support I’ve gotten through that entire process were shallow “sorry to hear, I’m doing great on my end”s.
He was the best dog I’d ever met, so full of love and joy despite his circumstances, he meant everything to me, he was all I had.
And now he’s gone. He deserved so much better, he was barely 7.
I’ve been unable to get a job since. My last “job” was driving for Uber because it was the only way I could manage to make any amount of money to keep a roof over our heads while still being able to stay home to try to take care of him when his seizures would flare up. I haven’t driven since his last batch of seizures, not that it’d matter because I wasn’t making enough to stay afloat anyway. Losing most of the money i made over taxes and vehicle maintenance.
I’ve applied, applied, applied, sought help, applied some more, and I either never hear back or get automatically rejected nearly instantly.
This week, I thought things were finally starting to look up when I got an interview for a retail job and it seemed to have gone well, the way the manager was talking made it seem like they were going to hire me, told me to look forward to a call from them within the next couple of days and get going with the onboarding process. The next morning I woke up to an automated email saying my application had been rejected.
I can’t even get a dead-end, minimum wage retail or fast food job.
I’ve been paying rent for the past few months with a credit card, and as of right now, I’m all out of money, I don’t know how I’m going to pay rent next month.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m going to try to talk to my landlord about the situation, but I’m not too hopeful. Maybe at best they’ll “let me” break out of my lease without charging me a termination fee. I don’t know.
I’ve kinda just checked out, trying to keep my mind distracted as much as I can before everything eventually catches up to me. I feel so fucking worthless and pathetic.
I’m sorry, it’s probably a lot heavier than what this thread was intended for, it just saw it as I was doomscrolling to keep myself distracted and kinda just threw myself in…