He was more focused on what I could provide and do for him than having an actual, loving relationship that went both ways. I have enough worth and I surely don’t deserve that. Played with me, strung me along, didn’t want me yet still kept me around?? My friends all say that’s messed up, I should listen to the advice and just ignore him like I’m doing. people are right. He is not my friend, I’m just his pet to keep around when it’s convenient.