Oof! Finally have a career I want to try for, case worker for chronic illness sufferers and abuse victims, but yeesh my pains have drug me down quite a ways.

It looks like the larger cities I’ll need to volunteer for, which I presumed that I’d need to start out that way, but getting a place to stay for that time is not going as smoothly as it has been in my smaller (not-so-) home town.

The job hunt for something that won’t cause my pains to push my mental state over the edge isn’t going as well either. Lots of options for remote work, buuuut no reliable internet, or no reliable mental state (no way in hell could I think clearly enough living with my ex…I have found I have a lot more PTSD like symptoms than I thought…plus, it happens with every one of my family, not just with my ex-wife, FFS).

OOOOOOOOOOoooouch! I hurt so bloody much.