Clean the pan like you’re doing. Some say don’t use detergent, but I do. Once the heavy food bits are gone, I dry it off. Then put a tablespoon of avocado oil in the pan and crank up the heat until it’s hot and shimmering. I then wipe it, let it cool and put it away. This builds up the seasoning so that the surface is protected from rusting and to maintain a non stick surface.

https://archive.org/details/discoverwhatyour00gale/page/n2/mode/1up?view=theater

And yet it would be his sweet respite

I just visited HK for the first time and it’s remarkably beautiful while similar in a lot of ways to NYC. I would be sad to see it slip into the darkness of an authoritarian regime.

You may have either an anxious or avoidant attachment style. You should read up on these to better understand what your triggers are and how to work past them.

Read the book: Attached. It may change your life. https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/9547888-attached

https://www.masonssteakhouse.com/menus/#desserts

This is the kind of starve the beast that I can get behind