damn who could have guessed?

Oh, my bad. I’m so sorry. I’m not an expert on these things (obviously) I apologize if my comment is somehow offensive. I’m aware that autism is not an mental disorder. I thought it was like the way one’s brain is wired that causes them to have slightly different perception than the rest.

I just decided to group it and other mental illnesses together because I… don’t know dude I was just lazy I guess.

I am so sorry again. I meant no harm.

I had the exact same experience. It just felt so… eerie, you know? As you said, like I was in her skin involuntarily.

It really is eerie. I guess it comes from the fact that we are basically observers that can’t do anything to her. I don’t know maybe the lack of a face to accociate the life that is laid before us is what causes this.

I heard lots of worse stories that happened to people that I at least know what they look like. The posts on r/alone are just text. You don’t know for sure if the post is someone’s real life or not. Uncertainty. Combine that with a depressing story and BOOM! Eerie feeling.

I’m just speculating though all of this might very well be bullshit.

Personally it’s a “fuck off” for me.

I guess you can become like that? I remember times when I took all the shit to heart. I wasn’t told much though just like “your nose is big” silly stuff like that hurts when it is the only bad thing you hear though so I hope you understand.

I’m actually both sad and glad I am this way. On one hand it feels great to untouchable by words and y’know just live the life.

But… it feels like I lose something when I am, in my own terms, a wall. It’s like… yeah I have a spine (not to say you don’t I’m so sorry if it came out that way) but it just feels like… I sometimes hurt people along the way.

I saw your latest post about your partner David and his friend Sean and I’m sad to say I have a friend whom I treat the way Sean treats you parther.

Now I don’t know anything about any of you but I can safely say in my case the guy is a dick who doesn’t respect my boundaries.

Obvious thing to do for me is to cut ties with the guy. And I did. Albeit with hesitation. There is this little thought in my head that lingers “am I a dick?”.

The guy is pretty messed up. He lost his father long ago and probably has schizophrenia. That is why I feel bad. And… why I kind of envy you.

Anyway the point is, you can fix yourself. I have found it’s to be optimistic and be aware of the greater things going on around you. It makes you think that whatever happens to you, is so small in compared to the great things around you that they are ultimately pointless.

How you might do that? Well I don’t know I read fiction books all my life my brain just turned that way. I guess you could do the same. Hobbies, hobbies, hobbies.

I’ve been reading your posts and… I’m quite unsure whether or not this is appropriate to ask. Well just don’t answer if you don’t want to.

What does it feel like to… be like you? Like your resentment towards those who wronged you?

I have no mental disorders (apparently) but I was raised in a rather interesting way. That being, stuck in a small social circle with nothing but books. I’m 19 right now and my whole life was just people patting me on my back for being smart. No real connections whatsoever.

I understand the conditions that people such as yourself go through but I literally can not grasp my mind around the concept that one would feel resentment towards another. Obviously people hate each other but what talking about is still thinking about that person’s effect on you while they are not there.

Just to be clear, I am not saying any of this as means to devalue or insult you. I literally don’t understand. When one talks shit about me I just say “whoopsie oppsie!” and go on.

I am no expert but yeah that sounds like it. Well, focus on your hobbies. They help greatly.

Nah. I trust open source devs with all my heart. If anything goes wrong then I’ll think about it.

Oh shit was that real? I thought it was a meme

I never got past 1.

yay!!! i love bureaucracy!!!

I’m so jealous.

God damn it. People on the Turkey subreddit were running a campaign to move from X to Bluesky because X was honoring the requests of the Turkish Government to take down footage of police brutality and shit.

I and many others have told people to NOT go to Bluesky because it was “owned” by Jack Dorsey and could get bad as Twitter did.

Of course, absolutely nobody listened. Some celebrities also even moved to Bluesky (including the comedian and actor Cem Yılmaz, one of the most known amongst the people. Basically the Jim Carrey of Turkey.) And now THIS happens. Bravo.

I remember seeing some telling others to use OperaGX because a Turkish PARODY ACCOUNT of the official X account posted a meme that supports the protests. I said it’s stupid to support OperaGX because of who is behind it and one of them had the balls to say “Bruh like a browser changes anything your info is everywhere”

So mind boggling.

Glad I made you happy!

I personally think that’s the point. It just mocks the Linux Fanboys.

Hell yeah! My local news sites always go on and on about stupid stuff before getting to the point. Which is almost always “we don’t know”.

mark give me the zucc

“You will use tab groups and you will be happy.”

The Great Browser Conspiracy. Yeah sure dude.

Don’t? It’s a gift. Why tip? If they expect you to then that’s hypocrisy on their part.